The Fighter of the Decade!

God bless the morning shows on AU television. As i was preparing to go to work i saw that Roy Jones was at Martin Palace giving a presentation and i just couldnt resist. . . i hoped on the bus at went straight for the place. It was early morning . . .i arrived around 9:10 but there was still a decent crowd alot of cameras and boxers have arrived to see the champ.

my luck kicked inn again cuz after i arrived the champ came out again crowd and tv crews going wild. Now what struck me is....he aint that big....you see him on the ring...guy is a monster but with his storms jersay and up close he is rly not that intimidating. Actualy looks pretty decent guy...who can prolly rip your head off with a punch xD
Also i dully noted that we are the same height :P maybe he has 1-2cm but thats just detail. Which also sparks nice pictures of what i can become when i start training after 2 weeks :P
I actualy managed to talk with him and since i practiced while i was on the bus i managed to tell him:
"whatever you bring the storm, the pain or the bomb, bring it hard bring it fast...and kick his ass" obviously pointing my ass part at the aussies green. Then he said " i hear you man" and we did a ....erm i du no how its called in english...gangsta hug? :O
i noted how the camera crews leaned a lil bit forward trying to catch what i was saying to him and what brough up the hug :) I think roy thought i was from the US

He is pretty confident and actualy im thinking of buying a ticket to go see the match with Green in December. Its gona be awesome :O I saw some footage on the screen behind the ring and i tell ya guy is a pummel. Talks rly funny tho. . .the black accent at times can prolly make some of his opponents to not take him seriously. Altho with his rep im sure noone has underestimated him in a long long time. It felt rly great to meet such a great athlete in person not to mention take a pic and exchange some words. Also i feel lift up spiritualy cuz here i rly got a shot at meeting famous and important ppl....and hey who knows...i just might become an actor :P

And not to mention ill be surrounded with hotties like these awesome Parramata Eels cheerleaders. Never seen cheerleaders...cuz we dun got any in BG :P So i dared go to them and request a picture :P i had to ask the one on the far left but she didnt wanna be left out so she asked some bloke in the crowd. Lots of Tuxedos that morning at Martin Pl.
We talked a lil bit....actualy the girls seemed rly nice and down to earth to me. Also very very hot ^_^ and when they were dancin....erm....those skirts aint exactly the best cover hehe. And not to mention how amazing it feels to talk and be surrounded by bunch of hotties like them ^^
ya i definitely will try hard at becoming famous :P i can get used to life like that :>

Im also thinkin of going to kinokunya to buy another pratchett book since i just got a call from my cousin that we aint working together today......ofc the prick told me today -_-` if i knew i wouldve stayed for the whole Roy presentation :(
been rly exhausted lately . . . but the protein and the big cans of red bull everyday keep me alive :P
btw Casino Royal is the best Bond movie....EVER! EVERRRR!
Ah ZP is back with the usual stuff.....after last weeks its good to see the good ol stuff :>

Also im pissed off cuz the New Fifa and NFS came out and my psp is broken..... -_-`

Did you know that during the 1994 FIFA world Cup our national team was the only team to have all its 11 players surnames end with the letters "OV" :O

And for Shinji i got some good ideas mate but im struggling with shaping them. You reckon ur main actor can speak decently in english? or ill have to convert the story in bg?

And updating my playlist this week with Far East Movement : Fetish!
Uber kewl track!!!! i cant believe but i got it from the emo video blog of a guy from youtube o.O
sometimes you can find jewels even in a pile of shit.

Dust Storms!

Well well well check out the wonderfull view i got couple of days ago at 6 am in the morning when i woke up to see this shit out of my window :O Dust storm hit twice Sydney (yesterday was the 2nd time) it was such a surprise for me the first time. The whole world turned red super strong winds...it was rly spooky. I was like wtf is going on o.O

you couldnt see more than 10-20 meters away..i felt like i was by myself in a house that suddenly got teleported in Sahar desert during tornado. The gross part was that after the storm passed everything was in red dust....ah i laughed so much at my cousin when i saw his car xD

N i know how much he hates cleaning...

Also i went to get some breakfast at oporto this morning and i found myself in the middle of a wakin up carnival :) Nice surprise and certainly a nice change of pace. The main strip of marrickville certainly looked alot better n frendlier witheout cars :>

I rly enjoyed my stroll around...seeing stuff like this on tv it has always been curious for me. N ppl seem so happy and everybody is talkin about the footy grand finals...alot of beer is gona be drank tonight xD Personaly ima watch James Bond at 8:30 on channel 7 :P So many stuff...ive....all bulgarians are missin out so many stuff....we are so behind with the ages....the more i stay here the more i fall in love with australia ^_^

the last weeks escapist btw....wasnt rly good....i du no maybe its cuz it was about music....just half the stuff went right tru my mind and didnt register a laugh. I just didnt get what he was talkin about.I knew it was suppose to be funny but....i didnt get the stuff -_-` felt kinda stupid rly.

Also the OP manga is so high on steroids its gona burst if it doesnt stop with the mind blowin chapters. Whereas naturo keeps disapointing even with the what should have been an interesting story arc. Sasuke gets up against Raikage and Kazekage...gets hard ass kickin...activates susanoo and even tho he should be exhausted he still jumps on the rest of the kages with the intention to kill Danzo...who also has a sharingan and is supposedly pretty tough himself.....so whats up did Sasuke drank a rejuvenation potion or something? :O

It wish it would be all over soon....i dont think i can survive much longer with the way naruto is goin on....its not the same manga i fell in love with when i was a kid :S

Rosi brought me back into the past with a uber cool song called Alive. Eh the good ol days. It was so much easier back in the days....no hasles no worries. Just going out playin and having fun. Well since it is one of my all time fav songs ill keep it as my intro song for a while.

Watched the movie Grease last night. . . . .that so called calssic. it was great.....i felt so lame for not seeing this movie. . . . and after that i watched "pretty woman" with Julia Roberts...super cool movie....i wonder....is it rly possible to get a decent gf from a prostitute o.O

maybe i should try hehe.

Been rly tired lately. Actualy i think it may be the wheater or something. Sometimes i just feel like sleeping...like an enourmos urge to hit the bed....my cousin has been slackin at work aswell...which left me with some unpleasant hours of work by myself....

I just want to get this first project over with and put all the paperwork behind me and get to do some stuff. Havent been to the cinema in a long time too. . . .if you dont have time to jump to the cinema for a quick getaway thats when you know ur job is screwing you -_-`

Oh well it is all in the name of money right?

if i get a car like this i guess it will all be worth it mmm? :P

Sry im posting it small but too many piccies in this post i think. . .n still havent figured out why the link to the facebook pics dun work like they should. Well thats it from me this week.....maybe ill take a break from posting.....dun see anything interesting happening n im so tired i dun have the spark to write cool posts....

sigh....gief gnomes to smash :S

Revelations!

Sometimes an atom of inspiration is created in the universe......noone knows why...or how...but it here they are....floating randomly around trying to find something to get inside into and to burst into an explosion of creativity and smart ideas. Of course. . .if the atom of revelations missed my brain and instead hit for instance...the window....i wonder what kind of thought about relationships would he get . . . . .maybe there would be a long monologue about romeo and juliet style stories. After all windows do tend to watch each other every god damn day witheout being able to connect....anyway...this atom born after i finished Men at Arms and after i had a rly stresfull night at work. And well as most of you know...
when u get a rly long and full of shit night at work (it doesnt rly matter what ur workin shit is still shit) after you get everything straight you tend to sit down on the couch and...think...cuz you dont have the energy for anything else anyway. So my brain bursting with inspiration after finishing another amazing book got hit by a creativity atom so there it was....a sudden revelation about my relationship misguided mind.

Suddenly a single sentence from the book popped up in my mind..."the attraction of the opposites"....thats how this post was born...an atom, a book and a crap day(night) at work.
Althou the book and crappy work shift might be a lil bit tricky to get at times.
So instantly i came to the conclusion that. . . well ive had such a F! up luck with serious relations cuz i was lookin the wrong god damn way.
I guess after the atom struck my brain i finaly added 1 and my birthday post and realised that....me being a good guy (who for a long time thinkin he is a bad boy) didnt need a goog gal as a gf. Hence all those epic fails at obtaining a good gf. . . as in a good girl as a gf.
Let me recount quickly....Stella at ...waht was it 5th grade? . . .smart cute...an example for a good girl....FAIL! actualy im not sure if it was 5th grade...but it was my first love so to speak...and i know i was young back then. I even brought flowers on one of our dates....gosh how come i missed that sign that says ....flowers are for romantics not for bad boys. Anyway..
Then what was it....a chat thing with a girl im strugglin to get her name out of my mind....althou it may be due to the fact when we met she didnt fullfill the body reqs.
Then who was it . . . i think Rosi that was you....my memory is sketchy but i believe i did know you before i met Christiana...( cant wriet chris since its a god damn guy name in here :D)
and with both you n her...epic fail....ah i still do remember how you ignored me so rudely on 29th of december at Krystev`s party.....sob sob. K maybe i did relief my pain in the arms of Trish but....it was still rude of you....lmao it long forgotten but i find it funny to point a finger at ur face again and make you fill a lil bit guilty ^^
Then....Maria...tbh any girl named Maria is proly bound not to have a future with me...i just cant see myself with a girl like that...du no why,...unless she is Spanish ^^ at least that was my longest dating.....and a tons of shits after the breakup. Good thing at that time my family was still changing apartments on a regular basis.
and i think this is it....after that its been a bunch of short hook ups and some short relationshits...
From all this thanks to the atom of creativity i deducted that good girls and i are not a good match. Oh we go along great....but shall we go for it . . .turns into crap faster than a fat man who got hit in the stomach with a baseball bat while eating at KFC!
And . . . i think lots of ppl might find this surprisingly true....i get along super easy and naturaly with stupid girls...erm....k...this sounded a bit wrong....not stupid like intellectualy slowdown cows...that kind of girls give me the itches and make me fall asleep. But more of the...simple girls that are all for party and girly things. Any girl of that level fits perfecktly with me for soem reason. And all of em that i have dated...i didnt even have to try to hit on em. I rather think it was a lil bit the other way around and at some point them saying...we are a couple....i wish someday i get the chance to say the corny line..."will you be my gf"...lmao
but its always the same...goin out goin out.....makin out makin out,...and at some point both ppl realise we are dating...but noone says shit...guess thats one of the reasons i find it easy to break up with a girl...."its not like we are officialy dating...never said anything, never heard anything" xD
Guess with the tons of bad influences around me....okay most of you were good friends .....but still bunch of redneck pricks who smoke weed and tend to get drunk any chance they get xD
oh im glad most of the rednecks wont see this post ^_^
so as i was saying with the bad karma around me i always thought of myself a bit on the darkside. I mean....booze,drugs and weed....what else might one think? But i resisted the temptations best example is i believe when me and Reji both started trying the Weed and how he turned out and how i turned out...it will forever remind me of my strong will.
And not to mention now im clean as a toilet paper...(DONT BE DAFT I MEAN UNUSED TP!). So
point is...
me being a good bloke i naturaly need a bad girl ....and also my crazyness at night clubs...its a good mix to get a rly nasty girl. Oh i just remembered i had a big crush on samara...but damn any girl that cooks for you at 7 o`clock in the morning after a night out is just uber cute!
It is true that a man`s love passes true his stomach. At least mine does. As Chris Rock says....
Feed me, Fuck me, SHUT THE FUCK UP! xD
Ah now how pissed off am i at myself at the moment.....now i see how i managed to blew tons of easy hook ups just cuz i was lookin for something else......bollocks -_-`
ive always been picky with girls....now it came back and bit me on the ass.....bollocks! -_-`
Altho now i need to thread carefully and find a girl that wont like me for my money. Well not now...im still broke ass but eventually. Seeing how my uncle got it good...hot chick, good and caring...now obviously she did like him being rich but....she is in no way a spoiled whore. So i guess it is a model to look after. Got to be carefull...altho next year im so not holdin back on showing off with my car (whatever it is i buy its just gona be smokin awesome).
Also:
I bought a bloke`s magazine for the firsttime in my life....never been fond on magazines with half naked chicks while i can always find free porn on the internet xD But when you see the tagline as" the 100 best bodies of the year"....well....hard to resist xD
So what can i say...ive been missing out. Guys magazines are...well....guys magazines! :)
No chit chat...everything on the spot. Tons of hot girl pics and super fun news and pics. Awesome jokes...theres also bit of sport and cars info. Just pure joy. Oh ye the magazine is called "ZOO" i think ill become a regular :P besides 40 mins on the train . . . .might as well be entertained.

Ah and yesterday i got out and......(oh jeezus i think the guy next to me just farted......oh bollocks....so thats why he went for a drink)....
god...

cough cough
anyway...so i went to marrickvile and got myself some whey protein . . .thought to get slowly things going for next month when ima get myself a membership to a gym. God in AU u can be a member of anything.....im glad i have a big wallet cuz else i might have had a problem with all the cards they give you. Im a member even of the shop that sold me the protein! -_-`
And the girl was overly friendly and flirting. . .and again i got the oh mi gosh ur name is same as mine...ya dyyyh....1/3 of all freakin viet ppl ahve the same surname . . . whats so freakin surprising about it. And then ofc when i wrote it down for my membership card naturaly she added the "Y". . .scuse me....i think i know how to spell my own name...ty very much.
Anyway she was always talkin bout something so i was like clogged into the counter waiting for permission to leave. At some point i was tryign to explain where my bulgaria is...and her face looked so dreamy that i thought i might aswell be explaining to her how i am going to eat strawberries from her back while shagging her doggy style. (suddenly im having deja vu nasty images of rosi and me...)
Ya shagging...aussie word for fucking....at this rate after 3 years i might need a full citizenship and a stamp on my ass saying "australian made and owned"/
The girl even managed to cheat my phone number with the...oh you didnt fill ur number on the checklist...or whatever the paper they give you to fill is called....but its gona be lame to get a call from her and lettin her down. Super busy at work...havin a new project incoming...one that im kinda interested in aswell...thought ill get some extra points before next month final. Not to mention that im not lookin forward to dating a girl that can obviously kick my ass ^_^`
ppl here are so polite all the bloody damn time....i find myself saying thanks almost non stop...

Ah also an interesting article about wow....the vastness! Predatorez would go spare on this.
Shinji is it me or you didnt see the action figure pics from my last post?

p.p: all i see each time i log into my facebook acc is...ppl doing quizes....but yet they all keep saying how great it is....what is so great about it? :O
only reason im loggin is to keep intouch with mahi. We were allianated for so long im just not letting go :P
MINE MINE! UR MINE! :P

p.p2: Eh Sasuke turned totaly nuts...at least im seeing some interesting plots incoming...but still the fights are weird and repeatable....OP FTW!

And cheers with a classic rap song "Make it clap"

A morning stroll around the city!

Bloody hell no OP this week.....pffffall this waiting for nothing :(

Bloody hell....lmao i luv this i actualy managed to master my british accent while saying it...sounds so cool. I finished the Retribution game and now i cant stop trying to talk like a posh -_-`
but ive also broke my psp.....no more playing for the next 4 weeks i guess. Still i can listen music...but the screen got totaly fucked up....which is weird...i dropped it on the carpet...how the fuck you get broken when you fall from half a meter on a carpet....sheesh something good must be coming my way.

So its saturday and my cousin is going to come to my place later . . . but in such a good weather its a shame not to go outside so i thought ill just go for a morning stroll around the city. Took couple of pics... posting one here so you dun forget whut i look like :P
Heres one more . . .just shifted position but the bloke i asked took 2 so....
Couple of scenery pics from sydney aswell...postin links to my facebook cuz dun wanna make the blog heavy. I like the sheeps :D
Hey i can make some artistic pics aswell.
Shinji make sure you check out the action figure pics :P youll luv em ^^

I got this weird idea since Yorie invited me to this "stop animal cruelty" group to make pics with me and animals...i thought what should i look for and...in honor of Rosi`s bloody monster Cherry i thought ill look around for dogs. Besides dogs are THE most popular pets...so its a suitable theme for my new hobby. Which is...tryign to make 1,000 pics of me and dogs. Surprisingly it turned out rly hard to find dogs at the city. . .finaly i found one...and the lil white shit started poopin just before i approach the owner...i kinda took offence so i decided not to take a pic of this one.
Later i found another ....turned out gay dude with a cute doggie...but the damn dog was too nervous and wouldnt stay in 1 place...this is gona be a long journey indeed -_-` but i kinda like the challenge.
I wanted to show my japanese bookstore from where i get my manga...but it was closed when i got there...its open now...but cba to go there for pics and then comin back to post them....so ill post next time ^^
tho i might go now to get me some new manga and maybe a new book. Since i screwed my psp ill need new things to keep me occupied.
Duh 4 weeks left....i can barely wait...i am rly inpatient but considering how long ive been waiting.....its justified!!!!
my stupid horoscope is tellin me to slowdown with a new relationship...slowdown! SLOWDOWN!
WTF is that shit all about...ive been keepin it slow ever since i left bg...not slow i fuckin froze my love life.....screw you horoscope and whoever is writing it!
And then some ppl ask me how could i have gone to the geisha place.....na wait...i would prolly go even if i have a gf ^^`

ah also somethign funny i heard...:
"So ya...we slept together.
Do you have him on facebook i wanna see a pic?
No i havent added him yet....im dont wanna rush things."

Haaaa see girls....thats what you all got wrong....have sex after do the chatting! xD would save us blokes so much trouble...
god damn it i cant stop writing bloke and mate....
Au is rly getting to me -_-`
Got a 4 CD box with some house music for my cousin aswell...i was getting fed up with his lame VN music...funny thing was that he didnt like it too -_-`
So now we both enjoy good music while in the car :>

car...:( 9 months..... :(( sob sob

FF: Dissidia! A must have for Shinji!

Final Fantasy Dissidia! Best Fighting game for psp?.....ever?

Kewl it wasnt for my birthday but it was still a super cool gift....well i kinda requested that they buy it for me...but whateva ^^

It is a FF game....so naturaly we all asume its gona be awesome. And it is. WEll as a fightin flick i was kinda. . . . wondering how will it turn out.

It turned out platinum! Starting with the trademark mind blowing scinematic in Square Enix style that got us seeing all 20 chars fighting togheter....rly cool movie. Sets the mood for the start of the game. The tutorial is kinda essential i must admit. Cuz the way to execute your moves might get a bit confusing in the beginning and random button pushes wont do a thing here. You just gonna get ur ass wooped. You actualy need to plan ur moves and be very carefull. . .you can get in a long 5 mins fight (btw there are no timers you can fight all day long) or just pwn the opponent or get pwned in less than 10 secs (which happens alot to the npc`s)!

So there is a quick tutorial after the cinematic and then 1 before you can engage the story mode.

The menu design is wonderfull and rich. Plenty of stuff to do around. It has a pokemon live clock feature. Which tracks whats the time and day..and if ur lucky during some days you get bonuses on EXP,Ability Pts, Player Points or even money. Also u can chose 1 special day in which you get all the bonuses. Obviously if you try to change the BD it will take effect next week xD No cheating allowed?! :O

N u get some funky emails from some...i guess FF chars from the FF uni but i dont know them. What i enjoy is that i actualy get to see alot of chars from all the 10 games...learn abit about them and see what they got :> Cloud is still my fav tho im yet to try Squall and Tidus. Tidus at least looks as cool as Cloud.

Max lvl is 100....and way i see it ....its gona take long time to lvl up everybody and see all their moves as shinji said...ive done about 30 hours so far and ive done 3 story modes and lots of quick fights to train myself and lvl em up. I had to do some real lvl grinding to beat the Emperor at the last lvl from "Warrior of the Light" storyline....guys was just too high for me when i reached him. And he was rly tough too :( god damn fireballs the size of of a car....wth is that for? :O

So slowly ur chars lvl up...learn new abilities, master old ones. U have to manage ur skills cuz u have a limit pts so u got to be carefull...mastering them brings their activateion cost down so lvl up is again the way to go. The heroes have limited moves in the beginning but slowly you unlock more and more. Which keeps u always interested and wondering whats gona come next. The game rly knowns how to reward you. There is equipment and trinkets for you to use. Even summons...so u can rly customize your hero and it brings a cool sense of RPG and progress.

You cant change how the chars look..but from the PP shop you can purchas 1 alt look which is still cool. Last night i got myself Clouds FF advent children costume which is just waaaay better than his original outfit.

Havent try the arcade mode but from the description im sure its gona be some hard fighting there.

Now the cool bonus. After 2nd story mode completed i unlocked the Museum. Where you can view char profiles with info and a view mode....eh the view mode is such a kewl feature. you get em full size in a combat stance and get to zoom and rotate them as you wish. You can get a good look at the design and everything...cuz the battle look is limited on details so this feature is rly cool.
You can view all cinematics and cutscenes you have unlocked which is super smart cuz ive played tons of games with cool cinematics and no re-view feature which rly sucks!

You can listen to the chars voices . . . from battle cries to victory and loss lines. . . even cutscene speaches....rly alot of stuff to unlock!

A feature i totaly love and use everynight before going to bed is the music player. Listening all the tracks from the game. Which includes a huge variety of 41 tracks (maybe later there will be new ones?_ that span across the FF 1-10 games. The instrumentals are so wonderfully made that most of the tracks blend so well that when the song repeats itself you cant spot the moment and it all sounds like 1 huge song. Rly cool. There couple of songs that are so relaxing that when you listen to them long enough u might aswell fall asleep.

And here is again another reward you get....meh the bonuses in this game keep getting better and better.

Once you unlock the museum you can actualy record your fights and review em. Im sure we have all played cool games and sometimes we get these rly awesome and intense fights and we wish we couldve recorded them to see later or show to our friends! Well you can do that here!

And here is the spicy part that makes this game a must for Shinji. You can actualy go into a editor mode and edit the reply data...if ur skilled enough you can probably make some awesome movies even cutscenes if you band with a friend. I even did 1 short clip of a fight between me and Sephirot but i can upload it cuz i lost my usb cable so when i get new one ill put it on. Althou im sure there tons of fan made clips already on youtube. Its rly awesome and just the movie edit feature alone can take hours and hours of your time.

So the game has plenty of stuffs to be unlocked! It just makes you come back again and again and keeps rewarding you the more you play. It truly is the best fighting game i have played so far!

p.p: The Will Smith video was kewl! Updating the music player right away hehe ^^

p,p2: If it aint usher, justin or hammer....we can touch ya ^_^ hm....chers for shinji with Rain: Touch Ya ! lmao

The 21st Century...erm i mean birthday ^^

So here we are....or here i am.
The 21st birthday...another year...GONE...or past...i think GONE....cuz it was pretty crazy and i rly didnt control anything that happened...but i am happy.

Today is gona be a pretty ordinary day i suppose... i mean being 25k miles away from your friends kinda makes it hard to organise a party.

I didnt tell my uncle that its my birthday cuz i suspect he will want to have a dinner n stuff like that and since its MY bd i feel like i should be allowed myself to do whatever I want :>
Its a good day for reflections...lookin back at the past...where was i and where i am now. The path that have chosen. (and at points chosen for me).

I dont regret my life. I think it gets better and better and althou there hardships along the road the payment in the end is totaly worth it. Besides with no tests how will we improve ourselfs and discover our true inner strenght? Its funny . . .im in Sydney now. . . a guy in skype just told me that im just not stopping. . . i guess he is right...everybody who knows me is still pretty shaken by it. A guy like me being where he is now. I find it very amusing that there dozens of ppl some of them so called friends who always talked behind my back. Made fun of me for being wacko,crazy and weird. Not getting and understanding me. . . but you know what?
Il would like to ask those same ppl...where are you now? What have you achieved? Ye maybe im weird in my own crazy way but look at me now. . . . i live in one of the best cities in the world with a jobs prospect of earning myself 20,000/30,000$ a MONTH! Can you say the same things for yourselfs? Yyyy Zungi stop talkin in english....yet its that constant blabering i did back in BG that proved the most valuable asset i have (+my wits).
I look at all the pplp dissing me for this and that and then i see their pathethic strugle in life and see how powerless their attacks actualy were. Alot of ppl never believed in me . . .i know now. . . its been almost 1 year since i left Bulgaria and i now who my real friends are...sadly only 4 of em...i guess its a good number in times like these. The ppl who have always stayed with me and backed me up tru my life. . . i shall never forget and i will always be there for you just like you always stayed by my side.
Tho i ignore and try to de-tach myself from my roots and past i will never forget where i come from. What i was and what i am now. Humility . . . its an important quality, no need to be an arrogant bastard . . . i think. . . in my own persuit of happiness. . .which has the ultimate goal of me becoming an actor i could rly make a difference...should i succeseed and become famous i can rly show the world that dreams do come true and that if you never let go or yourself you can do anything. I dont know of the US dream...but there is a human dream out there and i think we should all go for it. After all what other things are out there worth fighting for?
Love? Now this is a funny thing....i think ive become quiet incapable of truly loving . . .tho im still pretty young so im lackin that personal experiance. But 2 years ago i kinda set my sights on money. . .and myselfs . . .being a bit selfish hehe. . .
But i see how life moves on. . . i see whats important and sad truth is...that money can buy happiness now. And a woman`s goal in life is the materrial and a guy`s goal in life is a woman. The way it is. . .cuz now i see if i can afford to do everything i want. . .i shouldnt worry about finding a girl, keepin her and etc. And providing for a future family....after a while its bound to happen so havin money wont hurt. I feel a bit like a slumbdog . . .althou not a millionare i feel like im moving in the same direction. I hope i dont get lost in the glamour of life. Im still upcoming in my work but after awhile. . .with my uncle`s support ill obtain lots of cash and i wonder...will i find myself blinded at my 22nd birthday ? Will i become a spoiled rich brat ? :O
I hope not. . . just the way i grew up wont allow me to. . .i have a strong appreciation of life and i am going to enjoy it....Lucky Jimmy hehe xD
Thats the new me. . . . i feel totaly reborn here.
I got no regrets....
I had a wonderfull childhood.
I think as a kid and as a teen . . .ye i was pretty bad and nasty. But. . . althou i was a bad boy. . .i think now at 21 i can . . . with a hand on my hearth say i have become a good man. its always been a curious feature of my own...the constant evolving proccess in which im trapped. Every couple of months i change . . .i evolve and adapt. . .the mere fact that im acepted here as a pure aussie says it all.
Its good to reflect on life. . . . look back . . . . think about the past . . .cuz the past holds the answers for the future.
I am lil bit sad. . .not being able to celebrate my birthday today . . .and i will have to work later aswell . . .but hey if next`s years birthday is gona be awesome i wont mind :> Sometimes we all got to make sacrifice`s.
But that didnt stop me from buying a new T-shirt...summer is comin to town and i thought ill upgrade a bit my wardrobe. Also i havent rly got any new cloths since i got here althou i bought tons of manga and books xD
And i like the logo of the shirt...undefeated...undeafeated in what i wonder? :D my crazyness? or in being so insanely lucky? :O nah its just a nice shirt xD

Uncle Tony`s wief got me some new psp games aswell. And i am waiting to get that insane Final Fantasy Dissidia aswell :>

So here they are...my new psp games.
Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen

Super simple and enjoyable arcade style game...with nice briefings...i did dislike the fact taht bumblebee has been voiced..and he sounds weird too -_-` i still did 3 missions and while its nothing special...it is a very good chill out game. Not Like monster hunter where althou i have become pretty good at cilling the low lvl wyverns i still get the cramps with some of the big shots......slow progress...whats what MH is...wtb parthners :S its too hard alone :(
TC`s Splinter Cell: Essentials
Havent even started it yet. . . i dont have high hopes for it tho. And ill be in a total lost with the story from all the PC games :S
Resistance: Retribution!
NOW thats what im talkin bout man! Super cool super easy and super entertaining game. Wonderfull visuals! Easy gameplay. Awesome dialog! The british accent cracks me up so much! (i wonder if ZP somehow influenced this one) and the main hero delivers wise lines all the time. Its just super cool to play it. Wonderfull cut scenes pretty interesting story i am rly lookin forward to actualy playing the PC main games. But all in all this is one of the best if not the best psp games i have played to date! I rly advise anyone to give it a go! its worth every cent!!!!

Also a random news article that just got my attention:
Disney to acquire Marvel for $4 billion woot? reccession? where? :O
i wonder what will come up from this mnerging...is it me or alot of giants are merging togheter....Blizzard got Activision not awhile ago....now this O.o is it rly a reccesion buster move or they rly think this is gona be better? :O
and crap...i went to Bondi Junction earlier today and i was told that Inglorious Basterds is freakin 2 and a half hours movie.....which means i couldnt go see it today :( Sob sob....
but i think ill sneak out tommorow and go check it ou :> Its bound to be awesome...

Soooo this is it from me....21 years behind my back....after 1/2 months there will be plenty more to share. . . but now im too concentrated with work so i dont have many interesting things to share....life is dull and boring atm but its gona change soon :>
With gym,hip-hop, horse riding, Tennis, sky-diving and etc etc stuff incoming there will be plenty cool stuff to read about. And also plenty of piccieeees :P Tho i shall proly post moreo f em in my facebook acc to keep my blog page light on the loading times...having the mp3 player and the picasa view kinda takes its toll ^_~

p.p: Sob sob 9 months untill i can buy a car -_-` wtb hack for RTA? :O
Driver licenses here in AU are made to keep ppl safe...safe and frustrated -_-`
p.p2: Im glad to see on my facebook that im getting new readers for my blog :)))) means alot
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